I just love it when unexpected visitors appear ~ :: Back step::  I feel im currently experiencing every emotion that go hand in hand with pain of my twisted, broken family, and that of watching knowing a special life is being so cruelly taken away. Im trying hard to except what is and ive been letting myself soak up the love that family and friends are just so freely showering me with in lots of different ways ~ Today my brother James,who ive not seen in over a year, but who over the last few months has been in constant contact,came to visit, I didn't realise how much I had needed to see him, until I saw him today ..
Its like when we spoke on the phone, he was hearing what wasn't being said and he understood.So he came we, laughed we played on the sand, just like big kids, we joked and we talked ... we hung out and enjoyed our time. Some times it really is the actions not the words that make the biggest difference.

Fine family moment ...Crystal,Me,James,Lindsey & Euan, Cayleb, Charday, as it was a last min visit Sammie had already made plans to go out with her grandad so unfortunately didnt get  to see them.