Things have been so surreal, I feel like im only just starting to come back down to living in the now, most of my waking thoughts for a long time have been with Cheryl ~ and now im coming across those missed unnoticed moments. I try so hard not to take things personally as I know the people around me, my friends and close family wouldn't do anything purposely to hurt me, but some times its so hard not to to take things to heart .. Ive always been a thinker and some times I just cant understand someone actions. I naturally just do what needs to be done to help make lifer easier for myself and for others, If I can do something that I think will help I do .. Ive had to be careful over the years as I know with the children “doing” can often hold them back. Its not easy to admit that feeling of not feeling able to do something, everyone has their own lives, children and families, time is so limited, the feeling is just overwhelming sometimes …
The days have been difficult, comforted by the closeness of being together with family, were starting to face forward.
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Tracey ~ comes to stay for a few days ~ a Silent reminder of how closeness helps heal pain |
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